The Darkness

Cry and Reply

2008-07-01T08:45:00.001-07:00

Cry and Reply

CRY:

I feel lost and saddened,
Trapped within.
I’m lagging behind,
My other kin.

I cry out for help,
But I feel no call,
Not a aftertaste,
Nothing at all.

I’m just so alone,
Lost and afraid.
I get rid of feelings,
In harmful ways.

I tried out smoking,
But they don’t last.
Their also expensive,
Like paying for gas.

Then I tried liquor,
But the buzz didn’t last.
It split my head,
And I throw it all back out.

So I tried something else,
Something that hurt.
I got a knife,
And began to cut.

I cut my shoulders,
I cut my ankles and knees.
My thighs and wrists,
Trying to feel.

I got a buzz,
But again not for long,
After that I felt pain,
Felt empty and lost.
And now I’m ashamed,
Of what I’ve done.

Lord I cry out,
Maybe one last time,
I need some help,
Can you spare some time?

REPLY:

My love isn’t in a pack,
In a bottle or a knife.
Nor is it in your guilt,
Your anger or your strife.

It lies deep inside,
Of you and me.
A feeling so sure,
So soft and serene.

Remember my child,
You’re a train on my track.
I’ll be there to guide you,
Where ever your at.

I know your problems,
Your cares and your woes.
I weep with you, child,
But remember my son,
I bore the cross,
To save all of you.

God, our father,
We both love is true.
We’ll be with you child,
All the rough patches you’ve been through.

Rest your head child,
I’ll send a prayer from a son.

“Oh lord up high,
My father and lord.
Help them like you helped me,
Cause I know you love them, as I love them too”

Amen

Jesus's Late night Promise

2008-07-01T08:44:00.001-07:00

Jesus late night promise

Hello my child
Slumbering as you lay
Rest up my dear
As trails haunt your wake

I stand and watch
Help you to be strong
To see if you feel
Like you belong

I make sure you aren’t
Lead afar
Just a little leash
Of love and support

I died on the cross
To bear your sins and woes
Every tiny fear
I have here to hold

I wait by your bedside
Your left and right
To steer you as you
Are taught the right

Ocean Poem

2008-07-01T08:43:00.002-07:00

Ocean poem

Beautiful mountains,
Eternal bliss,
Nothing stands up to,
Such a sight like this.

Blue and Green,
In a dazzling aura,
A beautiful sight,
A beauty to stay.

Deep in the depths,
Of earths colored eyes.
Swims all sorts of fish,
Different colors and size.

Surfers surf,
And tanners watch,
A calm Maelstrom,
With gentle waves.

This place id full of,
Wonder and war,
A beauty beheld,
In large pints and quarts.

Surrender

2008-07-01T08:43:00.001-07:00

Surrender

I tried so hard,
To be the boss.
The number one,
The only hoss.

I lived my life,
With shrouded shame.
Till I found my soul,
Losing the game.

As god is my,
Ultimate defender.
The control,
I won’t surrender.

A turn of chance,
I roll the dice.
“go directly to jail”,
Not so nice.

When I’m out,
I’m a little humbled,
But not enough, as I continue to stumble.
A life of death,
Is what I’m living.
As my sins,
Are the words I’m giving.

As defeat,
Is hermes sender.
I scream out loud,
“I’ll never surrender!!!!”

A lesson of learning,
I need to know.
As my life’s yearning,
Wanting to go.

In the darkness,
My life is leading.
Loosing my larkness,
As my soul is bleeding.

As my demise,
The world is loading.
My untimely death,
Your mouth is goading.

As my life,
Is burning to cinders.
I need to learn,
To just surrender.

Violated

2008-07-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Violated

how is it when your voice,
Just can’t tell what’s true.
As it is your choice,
But silence reigns in you.
The police and others,
Knows what he has done.
Her sacred brother,
Turned her into a pun.
Trapped in his hands,
Never let out.
She swam for shore,
Shrouded in doubt.
She was violated,
By her own kin.
She demonstrated,
But just didn't win.
This little action,
Is corroding her heart.
As we see her reaction,
Withdrawn and tart.
But this beating,
Didn’t phase her.
As her weeping,
Didn’t take her.

He and She (co-writer, Holly Cambell Helped)

2008-07-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

He & She

He came
She saw
He conquered
Her all
He lied
She believed
He cheated
She deceived
He stole
Her heart
He’s wicked
She’s tart
His love
She stole
He gave
Her woe
He left
She cried
He ran
She died
He held
Her hand
He left
Her man
He ran
She flees
He’s sad
She pleads
His death
She bleeds
He finds
Her presence
He hugs
Her essence
He sings
She dances
He takes
Her chances
He’ll find
Her key
He shows
Her peace
He holds
Her near
He’s now
Her dear
His ways
She’s seen
His lies
She cleans
He’s thankful
She’ll stay
He walks
Her way
He takes
Her hand
His wife
Her man

Loves Melody

2008-07-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

This melody,
So soft and sweet.
As the music plays,
Two lovers meet.

On the dance floor,
Their eyes met.
As each-others heart,
The other kept.

Too shy to dance,
To timid to love.
They fly their ways,
Two love-struck doves.

Years pass by,
And cities change.
Two new lives,
Are rearranged.

On the streets,
Of some new town.
A melody,
Calls them down.

He plays that song,
In a band.
Looking, searching,
Across the land.

If he finds her,
He’ll believe.
It’s no myth,
They’re meant to be.

But as he searches,
He hopes and pleads.
She hasn’t become,
His Annabelle lee.

About to quit,
His heart just skips.
He thinks, “I found her,
On this road trip.”

She looks up at him,
Ten years older.
Tears in her eyes,
Her mind bolder.

She gets on the stage,
And together they meet.
One love created,
A magnificent feat.

This melody,
So soft and sweet.
As the music plays,
Two lovers meet.